This is strange: I just had a dream and in the dream I had an epiphany. We (?) made something that everyone liked, ...no..., loved, yes, they loved it, whatever it is. But I don't remember what it was. It made people smile. I would have published this a few (?) minutes quicker, but I actually fell asleep AGAIN halfway through writing this. So I woke up to words about a dream, [words in an unfinished Facebook status update] and I thought, wait, that didn't just happen.
* - the (?) means "I don't know". The first one, "We", I don't remember who the other people are, and secondly, the "few" minutes that I fell asleep, no idea how many that few was.
I have had absolutely no problem staying awake to finish writing the rest of this, even though I am yawning like crazy. I think it is because I am yawning so often and so wide (is that the right term, to yawn widely?) that I am not falling asleep. Yes, the yawns are wide enough to be ear and jaw painful! Also I noticed that I don't appear to be proofreading this very much so it isn't up to my abnormal level of (hah) perfection (bigger hah). Its really hard to fall asleep with a combination of mild headache, yawning, typing, and the fear that, oh, no, maybe I won't go back to sleep for the rest of the night simply because all this gigantic word mess-message is taking place. Fear isn't quite the right term but its close. Fear, Irritation, ... Fear-ritation. Yes, there's a new word for ya'!!!
I s'ppose that a Fear-ritation is at least an order of magnitude better than a Fear Infection.
Update 2011.10.11 05:08 - Oh, sorry, it is now a couple hours later and I just realized that I forgot to give you the definition of the other new word I created in the blog post title, "yester-moment". Just like the word yesterday means the day before today, the word yester-moment means the semi-well defined moment that happened (to you, your private little mental world) right before the current moment. A day is 24 hours long eXactly, but your moment is flexible, your baby, your boundaries. As far as I can currently imagine, there is no tomorrow moment structure possible, I am just totally unable to wrap my early morning mind around that concept, where would the future time fence be?
Update 2011.10.13 04:47 - What is really nose-i-ating is when I fell asleep writing this into my iPad that I have propped up vertically on a pillow in my bed and then it comes crashing down on my face smashing my nose. There is a gentle balance, and I even have the iPad leaning slightly away from me. The iPad will usually stay in place fairly well UNTIL it is jostled by a spouse getting into bed. The firm flat nightstand is much more reliable, but I forget..
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